When you're either running or playing real badly (or in this case probably a combination of both), airing it out via a public media becomes a daunting task. I lost about another $600 over the past couple days, and was forced to have one of my friends transfer me money ( a first for me), I easily have enough in my bank account and $5,000 in my party account to pay him back one way or another, but it's just a gut feeling of despotism. I've been unable to close out ANY tourneys over the last week a 20th in 55 freezeout, 11th in 10+1 turbo, 1 of 15 in horse mtt finishing 10th, 12 of 36 in 5r going broke with a marginal hand against the CL, and 3 straight 40th-99th in the 10r 55k guar. Not hitting top 3 scores in MTT's is just absoultely killer to a MTT players roll, and I literally just got rolled within the past week. I finished up Harrington on Hold 'Em Volume 2, and plan to take out of the series a deeper grasp of the M and Q factors, probe betting unconnected offsuit flops, and heads up play (should I ever get there unchopped). I also realized that some of the plays I've questioned lately have been marginally if not HUGELY +EV. On that same note, I've made some hurried decisions late in MTT's and played too hurridly on some occassions. So it goes so it goes...

goal at $4,622 with 65 days to go.