When you're either running or playing real badly (or in this case probably a combination of both), airing it out via a public media becomes a daunting task. I lost about another $600 over the past couple days, and was forced to have one of my friends transfer me money ( a first for me), I easily have enough in my bank account and $5,000 in my party account to pay him back one way or another, but it's just a gut feeling of despotism. I've been unable to close out ANY tourneys over the last week a 20th in 55 freezeout, 11th in 10+1 turbo, 1 of 15 in horse mtt finishing 10th, 12 of 36 in 5r going broke with a marginal hand against the CL, and 3 straight 40th-99th in the 10r 55k guar. Not hitting top 3 scores in MTT's is just absoultely killer to a MTT players roll, and I literally just got rolled within the past week. I finished up Harrington on Hold 'Em Volume 2, and plan to take out of the series a deeper grasp of the M and Q factors, probe betting unconnected offsuit flops, and heads up play (should I ever get there unchopped). I also realized that some of the plays I've questioned lately have been marginally if not HUGELY +EV. On that same note, I've made some hurried decisions late in MTT's and played too hurridly on some occassions. So it goes so it goes...

goal at $4,622 with 65 days to go.

-$667

goal at $4,022 with 68 days to go.

Got owned on some bubbles of some sng's -$149 today.

Goal at $3,355 wtih 69 days to go.

I got so fucked over in the sunday million it's not even funny. QQ raises MP button pushes with 99, sb cold calls, I decide to push SB folds he flips over 99 flop 9 river 9 obv. Then later on with 10 bb's approaching the bubble I push with 38 off on the button OBV 1 of 2 blind hands picks up QQ down to 3 bb's. EP push with 8's button cold calls SUPER SHORT sb calls sb has Tens and hols so I retain 3 bb's. 2 hands later I have AJ in bb button pushes with A9 i call board shows K K Q Q 8 for a choped pot. Then I don't pick up a hand for an entire orbit and am forced to call my 2 bb's stack off with 45ss against AT and OBVVVV NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER suckout. He holds with A high I finish 973rd when 900 money.

-215 on the day too angry to figure out anything else.

Yeah I pretty much got owned today -$415, another 42nd in 10r 55k guar. that's my 3rd straight cash and 3rd straight 40-99th place finish. I don't know what I'm doing wrong really. I guess I'll take any marginal hand and get my chips in at that point, since chips are just flying around due to blinds....

Goal at $3,206 with 70 days to go.

Slightly dissapointing day but at least it was black. Terrible run to begin the day but recouped losses with a ITM in 10r and 20th place in 55 freezeout. I played near optimally in the 10r, but regret a decision i made late in the 55.

+$116 on the day

Goal at $2,791

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I got my $4,250 dollar pstars check today,but that doesn't even compare how happy this made me.

I thought I was going to lose all value to monster grand finale entry but nope PP FINALLY came through one time and +$1,800. I've been playing terrible this week so this was a BIG BOOST to my mood.

+$1,802 today

Goal at $2,907 with 72 days to go.

Broke even today. My 10r story of fairly humurous though. (are added for blog purposes)

ChilliWilly15: the answer to every question
ChilliWilly15: is post hoc ergo propter hoc
ChilliWilly15: SIR!!!
ChilliWilly15: so anyway
ChilliWilly15: here's how my 10r went for me
ChilliWilly15: 5 of 950 shortly after break
ChilliWilly15: into 2nd hour
ChilliWilly15: steady stack just grinding to 50 of like 450
ChilliWilly15: then HUGE blow up calling all in with 2nd pair (don't even know what i was thinking had 40k chips limped on button with T7 sb raised big i called flop 9 7 5 he bet big i called turn J he pushed i called he flipped over AJ i missed down to 12k cihps)
ChilliWilly15: 400 of 420
ChilliWilly15: then bluffs, garbage, more bluffs (won a 15k pot bluffing with 69 lol)
ChilliWilly15: 250 of 350
ChilliWilly15: hit a big hand to DU to 60 of 200 (turned a straight)
ChilliWilly15: 5 of 200 for a time (hit something else i think a set)
ChilliWilly15: TERRIBLE table
ChilliWilly15: and one bad call (A3 against AA)
ChilliWilly15: 100 of 180 on bubble
ChilliWilly15: bluffed most my stakc away to 138 of 140 (rabble rabble bb min raises i call with 62 flop A K T he bets i call ((to set up bluff OBVVV)) turn 10 he checks i bet most his stack he calls river 5 he checks i bet his stack he tanks for a while calls with A8)
ChilliWilly15: doubled up to from 2 bb's (6T sb push bb had A7 suckout)
ChilliWilly15: to 130 of 140
ChilliWilly15: doubled again to 80 of 120 (4 bb UTG push with KJ get called by QTss and hold)
ChilliWilly15: stole a couple blinds (AQ, and KJ)
ChilliWilly15: 50 of 100
ChilliWilly15: then the KK versus AQ and AJ off and off river 4 flush afte ri turn K http://www.pokerhand.org/?555886 )
ChilliWilly15: gg me
ChilliWilly15: that's what i call a RollaLOLLERcoaster

The 12 tabling 27 turbos and 60 turbo sng's has failed. Fuck them and all they stand for. -$1,001 today rigged. Boo...

Goal at $4,709 with 73 days to go.

Assist my friend from high school dean to biggest win of his life. He's never had a 4 digit score before so I'd like everyone to give him a big congratulations on his $4,600 score

I did stake him for 10% so I'm adding that to my goal lol since he just transferred me the money.



Today +$467

Goal at $3,709 with 75 days to go.

Hmm the happenings 3 days ago - 300 2 days ago -200 both even today +$1,206 made a super aggressive play in stars million restealing on the button with A5 off against a LP steal he called with 7's and held. I was fairly deep in chips and was feeling confident. So it goes though... that cash was for $1,890 I got shit on otherwise in sng's such as flopping the nuts and losing to a runner runner house...

+1206 on the day
+706 combining last couple days

Goal at $4,176 with 76 days to go.

"Ad" latin for towards assimilated into "nihi" for nothing annihilation towards nothingness... came back from AC a changed man apparently. My 1st day back home online I told my friend dude i'm pulling a 15 hour session and killing this shit. Well...


Goal at $4,883 with approximately 80 days to go. FINALY BACK ON PACE!!!!